Lonely Young Man in hoodie walking off on green grass field towards old weathered barn, green grass swaying in the foreground, shallow depth of field

open field field grass shallow depth of field countryside narrow depth of field rural walking outdoors barn walking away walking off green defocused strolling landscape need to be alone getting away alone wind get away loneliness picturesque summer determination scenic black jeans lonely calmness young harmony think man time to think old daytime natural lighting real time life hoodie 4k suicidal weathered secret problems colorful clouds pink mental illness